Ramblings of an Addict!

(Kathy, stop roaming my blog so often, that makes me feel like a real slug!!! LOL!)

It looks like I just might be taking the smoking habit right there with me where it's taking me... into the grave! While I was still bragging here yesterday about being smoke-free, my downfall was already in the making. I'm not giving up on it just yet... but I don't really believe that I can kick the habit anytime soon. I feel like one big failure!

Today's cold weather spell had everyone talking over here. Maximum was less than 9°C, even though it was sunny (or probably because of the clear sky!). I know that I will complain bitterly about the heat in a few months' time, but right now I really could do with a little heatwave!

With all my concentration on the no-smoking issue, life literally passes me by at the moment. I should try to get out of my 'cave' more, but of course the cold out there doesn't exactly help it. I can see you chuckle - yes, you over there! Of course you're right: once it's nice, warm and sunny out there, I'll find other excuses. Pathetic!!

So this little pathetic human failure is going to sleep now. When I sleep there's no urge to smoke ;-) On the other hand, sleep has not exactly been coming easy these last three nights. Have a lot of catching up to do. Tomorrow I'll turn over a new leaf: While I'll still make an effort - I vow that I won't bore you stiff by telling you all about it. Expect to read something totally different... Do I hear a sigh of relief? That's ok, I totally understand.

See you tomorrow!